I did reach out and found an old friend. We carried on a conversation for a while. Then I said something that she took to mean as something else. That was the end of that.
I am not a diplomat. I wonder now if my language center was damaged by the trauma and I say things that mean something quite the opposite of my intention. In letters and emails, there is no way to read the feedback of the receiver to Continue reading Post 21: Language
Category: Final Memories
While I was waiting for my friend to make this website for me, I worked ahead on posts. Sometimes I would write two a day. My brain was active. Recovery for me meant I had finally recovered who I was before the trauma. However, that was forty years ago. Now, I had to learn to accept everything that happened in the span of those forty, now, two years. This is that journey,
Post 22: Past, Present and Future
We had seven births at the hospital yesterday. Things were hopping. As I was replacing the Oxygen for the C-section warmer, I had a page to meet the helicopter: A twenty year old male, cocaine overdose. Intubated. Continue reading Post 22: Past, Present and Future
Post 23: Fair Weather Friends
A fair weather friend is one who will chum around with us as long as things are going good.
24 A man of many friends comes to ruin, But there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother. (Pro 18:24 NAS) Continue reading Post 23: Fair Weather Friends
Post 24: Drowning
I was off shore, over my head, tired. Water was filling my lungs. I saw you on the shore. You looked at me, turned and walked away.
Ceg
Written: 11/24/17
Post 25: Brain Exercises
An important brain exercise is memorization. This performs several functions. It exercises the input, storage, recall and output of the brain. Understanding what we memorize exercises the processing network. If we memorize scripture, we Continue reading Post 25: Brain Exercises
Post 33: Condemnation
13 If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them. (Lev 20:13 KJV) Continue reading Post 33: Condemnation
Post 34: Companionship
I read the blog of a stranger. She spent all summer a few years ago wither son and step daughter as she was having difficulty with her pregnancy. This is good. But she spent so much time away from her husband. Continue reading Post 34: Companionship
Post 37: Remembering
I keep trying to remember exactly what happened. How is it that the people I loved and cherished so dearly abandoned me in my time of trouble? Why is it that these people will still not talk with me? I search my memories for clues; Continue reading Post 37: Remembering
Post 38: Confrontation
If I were driving down the highway and had an accident, the first thing I would do (after the officer has left) is look at the damage and see if I can fix it myself so I could continue driving. It may be that I get a friend to help take out the dent. If Continue reading Post 38: Confrontation